I don’t even know who’s reading my blog anymore but hey update
I’m not coming back to Tulsa next year no matter what. My parents don’t want to pay the money since I lost my scholarship (and it’s not like I blame them) so I don’t know where I’m going but it’s not something we’re worrying about at the moment.
So I’m going to sit back, start work, and figure out what I want to do with my life.
I’m meeting with my advisor on Saturday and I’m freaking out because I don’t want him to bring up grades because my parents will kill me and just ugh.
I literally want to kill myself when I remember that I failed two classes on purpose and one maybe on accident.
I’m such a screw up.
I have not stopped crying since I’ve gotten home.
I thought about how I could just do Arts Management at TU and that’d include business as well as arts classes, that way it’d be something, but..
I didn’t do a housing contract so I have nowhere to live. I didn’t do classes signup so I probably wouldn’t make it into a lot of classes I need. I still failed like three-four classes.
I don’t know. I really just wish I could stay at TU.
Mom is making me consider staying at TU and doing business.
She didn’t tell me this, but I thought this up.
I mean…I wouldn’t be majoring or even minoring in photography. But I could major in business and then take photography classes.
I could stay at TU…
